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Gagner La Sortie

by Le Aids

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halfbirdofthegreencosmos Il faut tenter ne serait-ce qu'une fois l'expérience de la tristesse en plein bonheur, tenter ne serait-ce qu'une fois l'expérience de l'allégresse, et ce, en plein malheur.
Favorite track: 30's.
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Adrien_N1 Un magnifique album Favorite track: Alright.
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jolekosovo The perfect answer to why I know I'll never make music - and obviously the greatest allbum of the year. Sweaty, ex-virtuosic, apathetic and timidly varied pop entirely dedicated to boredom and self-disgust. Favorite track: Goodbye Le Aids Goodbye.
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1.
30's 03:02
back in our thirties we stared and we growled everything was the same but we were young back in our thirties fascists fucked it all but trust us, we were all offended at home oh, don’t look so mad cuz behind the dullness, we were on the front line what? "you guilty fucks"? i see where you’re going but please understand that back in our thirties we stared and we growled everything was the same but we were young back in our thirties fascists fucked it all but trust us, we were all offended at home getting old, getting bald getting weaker than before getting bored, getting stoned by the cruelty of it all it doesn’t have to be like this and yet, oh dear, it will be like this back in our thirties we stared and we growled everything was the same but we were young back in our thirties fascists fucked it all but trust us, we were all offended at home back in our thirties we expressed our wrath our audience was quite small but we were mad back in our thirties we let it all fall powerless, but i guess we had role models it doesn’t have to be like this and yet, oh dear, it will be like this my dear, i fear it will end like this oh will you hate us if it ends like this?
2.
Braincrumbs 02:58
braincrumbs, they drop from my head so gently they fall from my mind like rain and that’s all i do, i just forget hundreds of knots tied behind me where i’m headed for i can read for sale at the door and where i’m headed for i can hear roaches on the floor but where are we headed for? thought i knew but uhhh i’m not so sure and where do i head us for? hopefully some place where i can be cured cuz braincrumbs, they drop from my head so gently they fall from my mind like rain and that’s all i do, i just forget hundreds of knots tied behind me and braincrumbs, they drop from my head so gently they fall from my mind like rain and there’s no excuse, i’m just a pest and no one hates me more than me where i’m headed for there’s nothing worth going through the door but where i’m headed for is by a road i’m not so sure so braincrumbs, they drop from my head so gently they fall from my mind like rain they fall from my mind and hurt me so that’s all i do, i just forget and hope you’re not as light-headed as me
3.
So Long 02:47
dying isn’t that bad of an option when your saviour locks you in his basement and he says "hey, keeping you alive ain’t that cheap of a plan" so hard when the hand that feeds ain’t got a brain goodbye, so long it’s never gonna work just cuz you tried so long can’t mean it’s gonna work if you apply too long the skin is gonna melt please don’t cling on for too long it’s embarrassing yes, i will take my old plans and i will go back in time and if i catch myself there i’m gonna beat myself up and when you’re falling, i’m falling a one-way trip to the ground i’m living at the edge here but i think i would die if i tried excuses are repeats on a sunday you heard them a thousand times but yet you cannot look away my mind’s a blur when there are calendars in sight oh the light goes dim, see you next time goodbye, so long it’s never gonna work just cuz you tried so long can’t mean it’s gonna work if you apply too long the skin is gonna melt please don’t cling on for too long you’re never gonna work it out never gonna work it out somewhere in my heart it’s fucked never gonna work it out yes, i will take my old plans and i will go back in time and if i catch myself there i’m gonna beat myself up and when you’re falling i’m falling a one-way trip to the ground i’m living at the edge here but i think i would die if i tried (and, god, do i try) i would try i would die i would lie i wouldn’t mind yeah you have tried too long it’s never gonna work and yet you tried too long it’s never gonna work
4.
Walkabout 02:43
sailing south to the seven seas reading tales from the promised me it’s all there is to gain it’s all there is, in vain but i can’t fight i walk about i leave my life alone to you no, i won’t hide out from what i sow i won’t find out when i fall but i can’t fight i walk about i leave my life alone to you
5.
160 02:34
there’s crimson in my eyes glitter nearly made me blind there are pink hues in the sky then again it’s death at work please first row all the time i want the hertz to carve my soul please red VU at night until my tinnitus is just right wash away, wash away the shore i’m falling out of time i’m calling from inside i’m falling anyway won’t reach the light of day if you could help me out i’d give in to your arms but i can’t see the way up, down, the ladder strung out in the weather and bang, out it goes in pale moonlight i’m swallowed by the ceiling and i’m broken by the rocks and i’m ripped by the wind and i’m burnt by the night and i’m destroyed by everything i’ve got i’m falling out of time i’m calling from inside i’m falling anyway but i promise i’ll bring back my mind and i’ll take off my binds it’s not like we had to fail it’s not like we were meant to fail down on a highway, setting sun on a highway down on a highway, sinking down on a highway
6.
Golden Age 02:51
think about the time when we were lost in the rain we didn’t mind the cold, man we could never be fazed oh, where have you gone, you golden age? think about the way that you will never be strong a useless husk of trash, yet there was pride to be found oh, where have you gone, you golden age? made sense once upon a time it’s slipping from my mind nevermind think about the things that you achieved there somehow a quick look at the dates and yesterday becomes old oh, where have they gone those golden ages? stunned by how the mundaneness keeps having a point a yoke of sayings slowly clinging onto your tongue oh, where have you gone, you golden age? i made sense once upon a time it’s slipping from my mind nevermind like a locked groove, haven’t i already sang and whined about all of that? oh no, don’t tell me apathy has that many layers of lukewarm insights, baby!
7.
Wasteland 02:59
they’re so convincing going door to door they’re selling truth pills, man, like no one has before they’re kinda sexy with their war they’re gifting snakes and ladders more and more they go blast fishing on the shore (our shore!) and let me tell you, i am in for an encore when we’ll eat shit with a straw when we’ll suffocate at home, ten feet underground let’s all have some grateful thoughts for the ones who at least made sure we had fun before we crashed (thank you guys!) when we’ll have nowhere to hide when the outer wilds will be two miles from our vaults (can’t go out!) these boring trips from our past we’ll just ramble about them to our pale little ones (story time!) it was such a joyful waste of time going east and west above the clouds sorry kids but now you’d better hide! when we’ll eat shit with a straw when we’ll suffocate at home, ten feet underground let’s all have some grateful thoughts for the ones who at least made sure we had fun before we crashed (thank you guys!) when we’ll have nowhere to hide when the outer wilds will be two miles from our vaults (can’t go out!) these boring trips from our past we’ll just ramble about them to our pale little ones (story time!)
8.
You Know 04:10
thinking about a song that could be about my life it’s all exceptionally dull thinking about a song kinda wondering why it’s still an itch that i have thinking about a song, a song i could write and recording would leave me mortified and sickened all day long just because i tried and it’s not enough it’s so fucking hard but oh, you know, that’s just the way things go it’s been slow, but it’s old it’s just a small cute step towards another life it’s a brand new place without you an exit that’s been in the making for a while now i have to let go of you thinking about a song and things i could scream about but nothing is worth straining my voice thinking about a song, and how it would all restart as if music could do that and the amount of songs in me is just dwindling with time a number’s already set in the stars thinking about a song, a song that could be the last perhaps but oh, you know, that’s just the way things go it’s been slow, now it’s old it’s just the small last step towards another life in a brand new place without you an exit that’s been in the making for a while now i have to let go of you artist with no stories your life is made of drafts sinking so slow but oh so deep into the holes of the sky into the holes, into that hole into your hole in the ground there’s a target audience of one for this awkward and dull demise it’s for me i carry on this farce let’s exhaust everything inside no it’s not up to me to close each part of this transient life see how chapters stop and start and i can’t hold on, can’t hold back don’t know who wrote this old track and up ahead some new kind of life with no white noise in my mind
9.
Chore 02:32
life is hard or so they say don't ask me why 'cause i've always managed to look the other way waterslide from day to day and if love is not the answer for you i guess there's nothing better to do than to take part in a doctrine that subdivides you i cannot believe i believed in a system!!!!!?? where we wait to die while we wait to buy while we wait to do what we'll never do, yeah i cannot believe i believed in a system??!!!!! oh DEAR, life is a DRAG ! ! ! still. . . i'm happy by your side. . . they say it's meaningful to have a lot of things to do to have a lot of weights to drag to put up with the martyrdom of being proxy for a faceless god you should embrace the chore for it'll teach you to cope you should renounce the bore can't just eat, sleep and mope i cannot believe i believed in a system!!!!!?? where we wait to die while we wait to buy while we wait to do what we'll never do, yeah i cannot believe i believed in a system??!!!!! oh DEAR, life is a DRAG ! ! ! still. . . i'm happy by your side. . .
10.
Done 02:30
it takes some time to get it on it takes some time sometimes to get it on and when it’s done, you’re all alone yeah, when it’s done, you’re done and you’re alone, it’s gone it takes a whole lot of time yeah probably could have been used with something else instead it takes a whole lot of trouble but if it did not, we wouldn’t be so proud at the bitter end speeding through desire twinkle in your eye speeding through desire holding onto life it’s slipping from my mind but i won’t let it go (oh no) it takes some time to get it wrong it takes some time sometimes to get it wrong but who’s to tell? you’re all alone yeah, if it’s wrong, you have to know it’s wrong, alone it takes a whole lot of time yeah probably should have been used with something else instead it takes a whole lot of trouble yet if we messed up, we’ll still keep our faults ‘till the bitter end speeding through desire sadness in your eye speeding through desire holding onto life it’s slipping from my mind but i won’t let it go (oh no)
11.
it’s a loneliness that grows and grows it’s the night that sets on country roads it’s the train, so full of speed, that roams near silent cities, forever unknown and as far as i can see that’s all that it seems to be uncharted geography a fog of war choking me no, i’ll never find the hours to cross those countless towns there’s more that i’ll left behind than what i’ll grasp in my prime take me home to what’s known where there’s walls hiding it all it’s an emptiness that breaks my heart yeah so full of dreams, so low on life it’s a library you’re crawling to untold stories that will outlive you and i’m so finite, so finite ain’t that right? yeah despite all the light the twilight will ignite the long night i’m finite, i’m finite ain’t got time for rewrites hold me tight, so contrite we’re fading out of sight take me home to what’s known where there’s walls hiding it all
12.
Alright 04:22
won’t somebody please get rid of the disease i’ve got stuck in my heart? nobody to reach, no one follows my lead, i’m a bug, i’m a rat panting and bleeding, what have i been doing? fucking end me now it’s alright, it’s just a lonely way to spend an endless night but it’s fine, you won’t ever have to reach out you won’t ever have to reach out it’s ok, as long as tepid noise distract you from the fright you won’t mind, there’ll be no one there to find out there’ll be no one there to find out it’s alright, it’s just a lonely way to spend an endless night but it’s fine, you won’t ever have to reach out you won’t ever have to reach out cuz i’ll fuck it up someday i’ll fuck it up somehow and there’ll be loads of space between the world and i and i will find a hole and i’ll bury my heart and gouge both of my eyes and rot there in the dark it’s alright, it’s just a lonely way to spend an endless night but it’s fine, you won’t ever have to reach out you won’t ever have to reach out it’s ok, as long as tepid noises distract you from the fright who will mind? there’ll be no one there to find out there’ll be no one there to find out it’s alright, a predicable end for such a plastic life we won’t mind, we will never try to catch up we will never try to catch up
13.
Pillows 02:36
i’m cleaning the room i’m waiting for you i’m changing the sheets i want it all new we have four pillows they’re stacked shapelessly we have four pillows there’s two for you, there’s two for me but they all mix up together and build some kind of mountain a soft one and it doesn’t seem all that comfortable it makes no sense and one wouldn’t know where it ends, where it starts where you’re supposed to put your head down we have four pillows cuz we don’t care we have four pillows we want softness everywhere and i’m not closing my eyes if i can’t feel you not closing my eyes if we’re apart
14.
at last, it’s finally ended it only took 90 months but when you sleepwalk everyday i guess that time passes on but here we are again i’m gonna sing one last song it won’t arrive at the knees of the others but i'm ok with being average and common one fine morning realise how much music wasted your life all these hours you spent recording crap you could have been someone you could have made your mom proud there were some songs that i sang, once upon a time (goodbye le aids, goodbye) it said "my friends are the greatest", but i guess they were not (so goodbye le aids, goodbye) and at the age of the christ, who wouldn’t cringe with a name like that (goodbye le aids, goodbye) it gets pathetic now, alone with self-made backing vocals (going "goodbye le aids, goodbye") one fine morning realise that every artist at some point declines and you already had your own chance to shine you're like a sixties band in nineteen eighty-five banned forever from the fresh enthusiasm of the past but still clinging to the hope that everybody gets a chance to do a comeback because i can't make sense of all these things i did when i was young (goodbye le aids, goodbye!) because there's no fun left in this, no emulation anymore (goodbye le aids, goodbye!!) because it'll all be forgotten the day i finally turn to dust (goodbye le aids, goodbye!!!) because we all grew bored, because we all grew old (goodbye le aids, goodbye!!!!) because melodies end up being the same because far from our past we should stay because the greatest thing i'll ever make is not even that great because i hate music, and yet here i am again why do i, why do you, why do we keep on making hours and hours of noise like that? oh just, goodbye le aids, goodbye le aids, le aids goodbye, bye, bye.

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"Le Aids Gagne La Sortie!!!"
(2015-2022)

Un dernier album pour la route. Une grande braderie de trucs plus si importants maintenant qu'ils sont mis en vitrine. Une façon de me débarrasser d'une poignée de mélodies qui commençaient à se creuser d'inconfortables trous dans mon crâne. Une tentative de vérifier une fois encore qu'il vaut mieux quitter la fête dans ses propres termes plutôt que quand le punch est devenu tiède. Une troisième saison de Twin Peaks pour notre indie rock des caves - ou peut-être juste le disque de trop. Un baroud d'honneur discret, mais ouvert à tout le monde. Un ultime exercice de style sur le thème du pas grand-chose. Un état des lieux. Une remise de clés. Une fin de partie.

"Puis un jour, soudain, ça finit, ça change, je ne comprends pas, ça meurt, ou c'est moi, je ne comprends pas, ça non plus. Je le demande aux mots qui restent ̶ sommeil, réveil, soir, matin. Ils ne savent rien dire. J'ouvre la porte du cabanon et m'en vais. Je suis si voûté que je ne vois que mes pieds, si j'ouvre les yeux, et entre mes jambes un peu de poussière noirâtre. Je me dis que la terre s'est éteinte, quoique je ne l'aie jamais vue allumée. Ça va tout seul. Quand je tomberai, je pleurerai de bonheur"

xoxox

One last album for the road. A big sell-off of stuff that's not so important now that it's on display. A way of getting rid of a handful of melodies that were beginning to dig uncomfortable holes in my skull. An attempt to verify once again that it's better to leave the party on its own terms than when the drinks have become lukewarm. A third season of Twin Peaks for our dead underground indie rock - or perhaps just one record too many. A discreet last stand, but open to all. A final exercise in style on the theme of nothing much. An inventory of fixtures. A handing over of the keys. An endgame.

"Then one day, suddenly, it ends, it changes, I don’t understand, it dies, or it’s me, I don’t understand, that either. I ask the words that remain—sleeping, waking, morning, evening. They have nothing to say. I open the door of the cell and go. I am so bowed I only see my feet, if I open my eyes, and between my legs a little trail of black dust. I say to myself that the earth is extinguished, though I never saw it lit. It’s easy going. When I fall I’ll weep for happiness"

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released July 5, 2022

Écrit, enregistré, mixé et évacué par Le Aids, de 2015 à 2022, entre Neuilly Plaisance et Saint Maur des Fossés, en utilisant le logiciel Logic Pro X et peu ou prou les mêmes instruments qu'en 2007.

Dédié à toutes les personnes dont j'espère être invité à l'enterrement.
À la mémoire, encore et toujours, de Richard Filippe, ainsi que de celles et ceux qui l'ont suivi vers nulle part.
Et puis, à la santé de celles et ceux qui arrivent.

xoxox

Written, recorded, mixed and evacuated by Le Aids, from 2015 to 2022, between Neuilly Plaisance and Saint Maur des Fossés, using Logic Pro X software and more or less the same instruments as in 2007.

Dedicated to all the people whose funerals I hope to be invited to.
To the memory, still and always, of Richard Filippe, and of those who followed him to nowhere.
And here's to those who are coming.

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